Anyone Wanna Go Get High?

Hey, me again. I'm just in the mood to write at the moment so I'm writing a day after I last wrote. Cool, huh? Hahaha. Well, I'm sort of in a giddy kind of mood now, actually it is just starting to wear off now but the essence is still there, and the memory of the cause. You know those semi-natural highs? When a random or quick event or thought makes you a bit happier then whatever state you were in previously. It's not a full natural high, when a complete series of events or something causes you to feel like you’re floating or whatever, well I didn't have that, not quite that today.
But, I was already in a good mood for I had just bashed a girl who was bashing my friend over Facebook. Wow! Sounds mean but it's not that bad, let me explain. If you have Facebook you may know that there is an application called Honesty Box. Using this application you can write to people what you think of them without them knowing who you are. So as you may have guessed someone wrote something not so nice to my friend. So I replied to this message saying at the end that is was me, I pretty much told this person to get some guts and tell her to her face among other things including her being a bitch and shallow.
So yeah, this made me happy for, well I dunno, I like standing up for my friends or do I just like being sort of mean to mean people? I dunno... Whatever. I was happy and then something happy happened and I was happier, so that was nice. I guess. Hahahaha, okay, yeah I was happy. I'm not going to tell you what this event was because then I would have to explain a whole other back story and I don't really feel like doing that.
Wow, this was a really pointless post but whatever, I like to rant sometimes. Hahahaha. I really can't help smiling because of this natural highness. I don't really know how to express that in my words... *smiles*? Hahaha, well talk to you later...
Much Love, Abundant Felicity, (Much Happiness)
~ Jenna

Random Notes on the Life I've Been Leading in My Absence

Hey there the few readers I have. Sorry for the lack of writing lately. You see I am in a school musical at the moment and it is eating away my time. But it is the weekend so then I will have more time which should be nice. So yeah, I'm in a "High School Musical" called Ragtime... NOT, High School Musical, the ridiculous Disney movie that has brought shame to the musical lovers of the world. And if you tell me you’re a musical lover and you like High School Musical then I might have to kill you for High School Musical is crap... on a stick.
I may have mentioned this before but I am a lyricist/playwright... or an aspiring one. So, I write things hoping someday they can make it big on Broadway or something. That would be nice. I also write normal plays though, without music. And I write stories and stuff... so yeah.
This is totally off subject but I have to talk about it... I'm feeling betrayed at the moment... I don't know, one of my friends told some of my other friends something I really didn't want anyone to know. For I wasn't even sure if I was sure about it. It's not like she told them outright it was sort of by accident but it still makes me feel a little annoyed and betrayed... This specific friend... I have felt her drifting from me lately. I don't know, I love her to death but I'm so sure she feels the same way anymore. It saddens me deeply, and now I feel like I can't trust anyone...
So another new topic. My family just came back after a week in Florida without me! Can you believe that?!? They left me in the care of others and went off to Florida. They "didn't want me to miss any school." Hahaha, yeah right. No just kidding, it's actually because I'm going to Belize during my March break so they took their own vacation but still. It was sort of annoying. I did get to spend a whole week at my friend’s houses though. Hahaha.
Well, on that note.
Much Love,
~ Jenna
P.S. Thanks Emily for you comment. Comments always make me soooo happy!

Happy Singles Depression Day...

Yup, that's right. Today is Singles Depression Day, aka Valentines Day. Hahaha. But it's true. You can't tell me that there hasn't been a time in your life when you secretly, or openly, hated Valentines Day. And if you can tell me, your either a liar or it will happen to you sometime in the future. For sure.
When you're young you usually like Valentines Day because your whole class brings in Valentines for everyone and everyone gets candy and they are happy. But come Middle School or High School people limit their Valentines to their "friends." So that means, you get limited Valentines, unless your "popular." Hahaha. Well, I did get some Valentines, I’m not being too bitter; I did give and receive but only to and from my friends, not anyone else. Such as romantic interests. For, as I said Valentines Day is Singles Depression Day.
I am not the kind of person to work up the nerve to actually send one of those "anonymous" Valentines that most schools support. Yeah, my school sells flowers in which you can put your name or not, I sent some to my friends, nothing more. So, as I was saying, I would not send one to anyone else because I am sort of nervous and shy and I never really liked that stuff. I don't get those from people either because in my opinion I am not very likable. I don't know, I guess if I was likable I wouldn't be single, right? Hahaha. I'm sooo self-conscious in my head.
Well, actually I guess I am a bit likable I mean, it's not like I haven't had chances to end this streak of "loneliness." It's just never been... right? Well, let’s not talk about that. Hence the Singles Depression Day. Hahaha.
I know a lot of you agree with me. So join in on the fun of bashing Valentines Day with me and comment on my blog!!! I really want and would love comments. They make me feel loved and happy. So, yeah... do it.
Much Love,
~ Jenna

Emotional Roller Coaster?

Yeah, that's what I am at the moment... An Emotional Roller Coaster... Up, down and all around. It's a bundle of fun; let me tell you that... NOT. It is rather annoying to say the least. One day I'll be happy and joyful and the next I'll be pissed and spiteful. (To give an example, Monday then Tuesday, that happened then... And now I'm... normal...) Well, there are usually reasons and that's the hard part. Life is just out to get me I think. It brings upon me reasons so be happy then the next day it crashes those reasons and makes me sad. Disorienting me and the people around me... well, annoying them more then disorienting them.
Often my emotions change by the hour or so, or more then once in a day. That's when I'm in the height of the roller coaster. That is when I'm not so much fun to be around. Usually this happens when I am unsure about what to think of something or what to do about it. I don't like it much, not many sane people would... Not that I am sane or anything...
So yeah, life's been throwing me some curveballs if you couldn't catch that. And it often makes me happy and often not. But the point in which I am in right now is happier then usual for a change. I like it, despite its confusion. It's a nice change... And whatever I wrote last time, hopefully that is changing...
Much Love,
~ Jenna