No Topic?

I could not for the life of me think of a topic to write about today. Many things crossed my mind, most were not good enough though. I haven't even been writing for a month and I have already have nothing to write about. Ahh! I need ideas! I need drive! I need meaning in my life! Well, I have a bit of meaning, just nothing much. Everyone out there has at least one reason why you keep on living. You may have so many that you don't realize that they are what keep you alive, but if you lost it all, to you death may seem like the only option. This is such a morbid topic but it's the only one I've got right now so let's run with it. The major thing in my life that keeps me alive is the possibility of becoming a movie director in my life time. That is the ultimate thing for me right now; I need it to keep me going. Yes, there are others things, my family, friends, writing, et cetera. But, that is the biggest hope in my life.
So... done with that topic on to a new one? Eh, maybe... I'm sort of bored at the moment, my teacher never showed up to class so I'm hanging around in the comp lab updating this blog. I know this says that I posted it on the 5th but it is actually the 7th, I just never finished the post... Hmm.... I'm so behind on this thing. Well, whatever, good bye!
Much Love,
~ Jenna