I Thought Everything That Could Have Gone Wrong By Now Had Already Crashed And Burned.

A long and depressing title, I know. But it holds true to my life at the moment. I thought I was in a moment of solidarity. Well, as solid as one can be in a foreign country with a bunch of people you barely know. But I was wrong. Because the lack of solidarity comes from elsewhere. Well, at least the main reason. I thought everything that could have gone wrong had already done so. Now all I know is that I have to listen to my fricken physic tendencies a little more.
I'm not going to go into the details, but I just found out some news that is not at all favorable. And the fact that I can't be there for the people it involves really bothers me. I'm 8000 miles away!!! I also discovered something interesting that I semi-predicted that could be wrong but I still find... interesting. I need to write down my "flash forwards" as I like to refer to them as. For they appear to be coming true. At the moment I can't think of one that has been proven wrong.
Wow, this could be a lucrative business. Haha. But really, this is no laughing matter. I am really upset about the news I received via Facebook. It really is quite depressing for numerous reasons. One being that I can't fricken be there!!! So now I vent my rage to my blog. Rage. Rage. Rage. Okay I'm done saying that word that starts with an 'R.'
I don't really know what to say about it. It's bothering me. I'm so upset and I can't deal with this issue until next year unless it's over the internet. And, yes, I have dealt with issue before over the internet. But a virtual hug is not any substitute for the real hugs I would like to give. I could totally be misinterpreting this and no one really needs a hug. But I think they do... and in 2009 they are going to get it. For now, virtual hugs and rage venting will have to do.
Much Love, (to most but not all)
~ Jenna