Epic Fail.

I failed last night. I failed in front of young children and some peers. Yes, that's right. My audition went horrible. I have been looking forward to this for quite some time. And now that it actually happened, I failed. It sucks. And the worst part is... they rejected me. I get nervous when I sing in front of people who are judging me so I can't act. So they just saw me sing really bad. It was... fabulous...
The thing is, I also stuck out like a complete social misfit and theater geek. It takes some serious skill to stick out as a theater geek at auditions for a musical. I found it quite humorous actually. It was intense. Yeah...
Well anyway, some day they are going to regret not choosing me. I'll be a famous Tony award winning playwright and/or actress. And I will be fabulous and I will say to everyone who ever doubted my abilities, "Screw you!" Yeah! That's right!
Funny how something that should make me self-conscious and/or feel bad about myself makes me want to fight more. Hehehe. Good quality if it lasts...
Much Love,
~ Jenna