Blocked Against Good-byes...

Do people really get better at saying good-byes? Or do we just learn to block our heart from the pain. I mean, I just left twelve other people most of which I had gotten quite close to, for possibly ever. I may never see them again. It's almost definite that I'll never see all of them again. Yet, I am not tearful... yet. When I left people in India, I bawled my eyes out right away. But then again, four months is a big difference from a week. I still think I should be more emotional about this. Good-byes are hard... but am I getting used to them?
This experience was the most amazing thing ever. Second to India, definitely. But this was also all the awesomeness packed into one week, rather than four months. So, it is very different. A full week of awesomeness is now over. I hate endings. Even happy ones. We had better have a "reunion" or something. I have to stop or I may start crying on the train. I'll look very odd crying on the train. Haha. So yeah, I'm on the train home. I'll keep ya posted about my now boring summer. I might be getting a job... But I am at the theatre too. That will be interesting. So yeah, keep watching!
Much Love,
~ Jenna