Emotion

The amount of crazy emotion I have been feeling lately is kind of insane. Anything from super stress, angry, affection, happiness. All of it. My emotional track is like a roller coaster. And I'm not even PMSing! Thank god for spring break, which started yesterday, for now I have a break from at least the academic stresses, and some of the social ones. All of this stuff kind of drives me up the wall, in a way. I'm just not very good at handling a lot of stuff emotionally. I try, but it doesn't work all the time. This is now a ranting post, so it appears
Songs have been triggering a lot of feelings with me. Lyrics touching my soul, familiar melodies bringing back memories. I almost wish I could completely rule out music from my life so I wouldn't have to feel these things so strongly and remember so much. Not all of this is bad stuff, it is just strong. I always feel emotion very strongly. I don't know why. But I never half ass with emotion.
I just hope I can clear it all up and come back to school with a sane grip on my emotions for at least a month. Something always seems to shake me up so I lose grip after a while anyway. But maybe for a least a month I can be calm, cool, and collected. ... Yeah right.
Much Love,
~ Jenna