I Have A Problem...

I have a problem... (As my title says) I am completely, utterly, wholly, entirely, a hopeless romantic. Yes, that's right folks. I, Jenna, will swoon at any ounce of romance anywhere. I literally look for it I enjoy it that much. Most movies can make me cry if they have a decent love story. It actually barely has to be decent, just one at all! I find myself searching for the romance in children’s cartoons and watching people randomly and making up stories for them in my head. It is horrible. For it leaves expectations for my life and others that can not be fulfilled. Life is not a love story and my heart wants to make it so. But my mind knows it isn't and won't be. But as usual, my heart always wins. (This is another problem... for another day...)
So, you ask why this may be a problem? Who doesn't like a little romance? Let your mind go wild you say. Well, I can't let my mind go wild, if I did that who knows where I'd be now. Probably dead, or in an insane asylum. I'm serious. I have to keep a tight rein on this mind of mine. It is very crazy, very intense. And being a hopeless romantic does not help...
You see, I like to write, as you already know. But, it is quite hard to write a decent story when all you want to do is focus on the cute little romance you made between two characters. The majority of people in the world are not like me! They may like a little romance here and there but they do not want to be bombarded with it! I can't focus on the main story line with such a problem... It makes it less diverse... but awfully cute! No! We do not like cute Jenna!!!
Ahh... You see my problem? That part of my over active imagination does not help in life. It almost depresses me at times. Not that any part of my over active imagination helps me at the moment. It is currently making me jump from one story to the next, not focusing, always wanting something new, and never finishing. Well, now you know of my problem and maybe can understand why it plagues me so. Whatever, I'll learn to deal with it. Well... maybe... Though I complain, I might kind of like it… He-he…
Much Love, No! Scratch that. Much Enjoyment... Ick... Eh, never mind...
Abundant Felicity,
~ Jenna