Someday I'm Going To Be There Too

So, last night I watched the Tony's. You know the award ceremony for Broadway. Much like the Oscars of the Grammies. Well little did I know but this award ceremony touched me in a way I never thought it would. You see I've never actually watched the Tonys before. I never know when it's on and when I do know it’s on at weird times and my family is not interested. So I taped it this year with our TiVo and watched it later on. Yay! My first official Tony watching.
I watched it, right? Well, midway though the preview show or whatever I started crying. Yes, I started to cry, during the Tony's! Who does that?!? What is tear provoking about an awards show? Half the time they are so boring you want to poke your eyes out. I don't know but something was for me.
I'll describe the actual point in which I started to called "Grease, You're the One That I Want." It was a reality show that's point was to choose the new Sandy and Danny for a revival of Grease on Broadway. Well the people who I wanted to win won, which made me quite happy. So during the Tonys they came up and sang a song and stuff. It touched me somehow. Their success story or something. You know, they were normal people a little bit ago and now they're singing on the Tonys! That's amazing!!!
I think that is what I want. I want a success story like that. I want to win a Tony! No, I do not want to be on Broadway. I want to write for Broadway, or direct Broadway. I want to be famous for my writing. That is my one true dream. I want it so bad it hurts. Literally. There is a panging throb in my chest sometimes when I think about it. You may know that feeling when you want something or are waiting for something. But it's not a good feeling like it sometimes is. It actually causes me discomfort. I want to have my work on Broadway so much that is actually causes my physical discomfort. That is sad. I am a sad soul whose dreams will never come true. But hey, they may someday. Dream Big! Ahh... well... hope is all I can have now. And writing a lot. Maybe someday you'll see my name in lights.
Much Love,
Abundant Felicity,
~ Jenna