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Sunday, April 6, 2008

There Are Many Songs For Karma.

As my title says, there are many songs about Karma. But the weird thing is I don't have one. And I should! For it affects me so greatly. Karma... what comes around goes around as they say. A conversation with a friend recently reminded me about this subject, this superstitious belief. The reminder of this subject got me thinking. Maybe the recent events in my life have been in direct relation to Karma. Both the good and the bad.
I got into India because I have never been to any other country but have always had an interest. I have been getting actual lines in the spring play because I haven't complained much about the small parts or lack there of in the past. I'm feeling more confident because I have recently been helping others find their own in life over the internet. I might be getting a cat because I have been waiting for one for my whole life (minus the year I had one then gave it away when we moved) and I have always cared for animals. Those are the good, obviously... the bad I'll get to later, or maybe not even mention...
To speak not of myself, (No I am not implying that this is me, for it is not, who it is knows who they are. Hehehe.) I have an example of Karma... not at work. If a girl has broken many hearts, wouldn't you think hers will eventually be broken because of it? I hope that this will never happen to a girl like this, for it is probably not for bad reasons that she breaks these hearts. The wrong people fall for her, and that may be her karma backslap. She wouldn't break these hearts if she liked these people, but she doesn’t so she sends them away, nicely enough. But will karma come back to haunt her, I joke about it often enough with her. I hope not, she deserves someone special, and no one special enough ahs come her way.
There is something I did, awhile back, I didn't mean to do it but I did it anyway. (No, this is not illegal or horribly bad in another way. Just an honest mistake.) Now, I think that this action and what I did in the aftermath are coming back to haunt me. There may be a way for me to fix it, but... I don't know how to go about it. Now that the effects of this event have set in I have realized how much it affects me now, even if it didn't then, and I deeply regret my lack of attention. I was distracted, and I ignored things right in front of me. It was a little less than a year ago now, and it still haunts me! It could even be a mistake that I think I made a mistake!
I doubt the person who was the victim of this mistake will read this, and even if they do they will probably not be able to tell I am talking about them. So, anyone whom I may have wronged, by accident or on purpose (Not many of those...) I am sorry. I hope you know this now, and hopefully, the event that I am actually talking about will be resolved...
Much Love and Remorse,
~ Jenna

1 comments:

syc0704 said...

hiii babyyy
that was actually really cute
but i have no idea who ur talking about...
i think u told me about the person but somehow i can't remember it

so tell me later maybe?!?


xoxo
sunny